THE JOURNEY FROM PATIENCE TO DIVINE MERCY by Joe Castorino

I have a tendency to

overreact to things,

to immediately assume

the worst, out of fear;

but Our Lady is teaching me

that I need to be patient --

since patience, as St. Augustine said,

is the companion of wisdom,

and so, when an accident happens,

I take fear, and I promptly surrender it

to Our Lady, so that she can place

it at the foot of the cross,

until with a calmer mind

I can bring it before the King

in my private audience with Him,

and allow Him to guide me;

in the meantime,

I am resolved to

have the divine sense of humor,

knowing in my heart

that the Divine Mercy

will never let me down:

patience leads to good humor,

and good humor leads to

divine mercy in the dark night.

THE BUTTERFLY by Joe Castorino

The Holy Spirit

Is very much like

A sweet beautiful 

Monarch butterfly

That is full of Love:

It glides in peace

Upon the swirling breeze 

Of heavenly happiness,

And delightfully dances

With indescribable joy,

Bobbing up and down,

And to and fro,

Often unpredictably,

For the wind blows

Where it wills.

THE BUTTERFLY by Joe Castorino

The Holy Spirit

Is very much like

A sweet beautiful 

Monarch butterfly

That is full of Love:

It glides calmly upon the

Swirling breeze of 

Heavenly happiness,

And delightfully dances

With indescribable joy,

Bobbing up and down,

And to and fro,

Often unpredictably,

For the wind blows

Where it wills.

BE STILL AND KNOW THAT I AM GOD by Joe Castorino

In silence,

I long to hear

God’s Word,

And feel

God’s presence;

So when worry wails,

When anxiety assails,

I remember that God

Smiles upon us,

Compassionately,

And holds the world

Like a precious pearl

In His holy hands.

ST. BONAVENTURE'S PRAYER AFTER MASS by Joe Castorino

Most sweet Lord Jesus,

pierce my inmost heart

with the most dear

and most bracing

wound of your love.

Pierce it with true, sincere,

apostolic, and most holy charity,

that my soul may ever yearn

and melt with love for you

and the desire to possess you.

May my soul be drawn toward you,

and overwhelmed with the hope

of entering your courts.

May it long to be dissolved

and to be with you.

Grant that my soul

may hunger for you,

the Bread of Angels

and the food of holy souls,

our supersubstantial Bread,

having in itself every sweetness

and good taste,

having the delightfulness

of all that charms my heart.

May my heart always long for you,

and find its nourishment in you,

on whom the angels long to gaze,

and may my inmost heart be filled

with the sweetness of your savor.

May my heart thirst for you,

the fountain of life, and of wisdom

and of knowledge, and of eternal life,

the torrent of pleasure, and the richness

of the house of God.

May my heart always draw near to you,

seek you, catch sight of you,

be drawn to you, and arrive at your presence.

May my heart think of you, speak of you,

and do all that it does for the glory of your name,

with humility and care and affection and delight,

with eagerness and with deep feeling,

and with perseverance to the end.

Thus may you alone always be my hope,

all my confidence, my joy, my rest

and my tranquility, my peace,

all that charms me; my fragrance,

my sweetness, my food, my nourishment,

my refuge, my help, my wisdom,

my portion, my possession, my treasure.

In you may my mind and my heart

be fixed and secure and rooted

forever without any change.

Amen.

TIME by Joe Castorino

When there is a crash on the

Superhighway of sensations,

Time painfully slows down,

And we live in boredom,

Crawling lethargically along,

Bumper to bumper,

In the dreadful dullness

Of the traffic jam of life.

When we are behind schedule

In the crowded city of Chaos,

Time urgently speeds up,

And we live in anxiety,

Racing with our hair on fire,

Chasing and being chased,

In the nail-biting frenzy

Of the rat race of life.

But when there’s surrender,

And we give our lives to Him,

Time dissolves into eternity,

Love smiles upon us —

Then, nothing else matters,

We are attached to the Vine,

And our little branches are full

Of the sweet fruit of the Spirit!

THE MULTIPLICATION OF THE FRUIT by Joe Castorino

As Jesus sits at table,

He lovingly shares with us

Clusters of nine grapes,

One for each fruit of the Spirit;

We eat them and they are

Sweeter than moscato,

And they lovingly burst forth in

Wonderful fireworks of flavor;

But then we see others in need

At the far end of the table,

And so, in Love, we share

Our delightful fruit with them too,

So that Love is all in all,

And the more we share this

Most excellent fruit with others,

The more Jesus shares it with us.

CARRYING MY CROSS by Joe Castorino

Carrying my cross,

I take lumbering steps

up the steep mountain;

I grumble with every step,

like Job, wondering why

the Lord is asking me

to shuffle along, dragging

this heavy wood with me

wherever I go.

But then I come to

a dangerously deep

crevasse that threatens

to end my journey,

and even with a

giant Herculean leap,

I know that I would fall

down, down, down,

into the black throat

of the abyss below.

Suddenly, a white Dove

darts right past me,

causing me to jump back

from the edge of the cliff;

as I do so, the cross falls

forward so that its top

now rests on the other side,

forming a wooden bridge.

After I carefully crawl

to the other side,

I look back at the cross,

wondering if I should

kick it down over

the edge of the cliff,

but, instead, I choose

to slowly pick it up,

embrace it, and

faithfully follow

in the footsteps of Jesus.

TO ST. HILDEGARD OF BINGEN by Joe Castorino

Your beautiful

Mystical poetry

Warms my heart,

And your lovely

Musical compositions

Delight my spirit;

Your wonderful

Artistic creations

Are far sweeter than

The most delicious

Moscato wine,

And when I drink in

The glory of God,

My contemplative soul

Peacefully rejoices.

PRAYER OF ST. BONAVENTURE by Joe Castorino

Prayer After Mass

Pierce, O most sweet Lord Jesus,

My inmost soul with the most joyous

And healthful wound of your love,

And with true, calm, and most holy apostolic charity,

That my soul may ever languish and melt

With entire love and longing for you,

May yearn for you and for your courts,

May long to be dissolved and to be with you.

Grant that my soul may hunger after you,

The Bread of Angels,

The refreshment of holy souls,

Our daily and super substantial bread,

Having all sweetness and savor

And every delightful taste.

May my heart ever hunger after

And feed upon you,

Whom the angels desire to look upon,

And may my inmost soul be filled

With the sweetness of your savor;

May it ever thirst for you,

The fountain of life,

The fountain of wisdom and knowledge,

The fountain of eternal light,

The torrent of pleasure,

The fullness of the house of God;

May it ever surround you,

Seek you, find you,

Run to you, come up to you,

Meditate on you, speak of you,

And do all for the praise and glory of your name,

With humility and discretion,

With love and delight,

With ease and affection,

With perseverance to the end;

And be you alone ever my hope,

My entire confidence, my riches,

My delight, my pleasure, my joy,

My rest and tranquility, my peace,

My sweetness, my food, my refreshment,

My refuge, my help, my wisdom,

My portion, my possession, my treasure;

May my mind be ever fixed on you,

And may my heart be ever firm

And rooted in you immovably.

Amen.

THE VINE by Joe Castorino

You are The Vine,

and I am a little branch.

When I am proud,

I stubbornly cut myself

off from you, Lord,

and I remain in self-love,

without your grace

my branch dries up

and my fruit shrivels,

as my soul slowly dies.

But when I am humble,

I remain in your love,

and your delicious grace

surges through me and

thus my fruit sweetens,

as I am born again.

I am just a little branch,

but you are The Vine.

THE MYSTERY OF HOLY MASS by Joe Castorino

Inspired by St. Francis de Sales

A Joyful Mystery

As I arrive at the church,

angels with beautiful

trumpet-like voices

announce to us

the coming of the Lord --

here, now, today;

He and Our Lady

will come to visit us,

and our sleepy souls

will be wonderfully reborn;

Joseph and Mary

will present us to Him,

and we will find Him

in the deepest depths

of our hearts.

A Luminous Mystery

Afterwards, the holy Word

is lovingly proclaimed,

and our spirits are sweetly

baptized by Divine Mercy;

we drink deeply of the

new wine of the Spirit,

and our lives are

forever transfigured

by the Light of the Word

and, in a very short time,

by the most Holy Eucharist.

A Sorrowful Mystery

But then, we experience

the beauty of the Last Supper,

but also Jesus’ sorrowful Passion,

and we recognize that it is we,

and not Our Blessed Lord,

who deserves to be executed and exiled;

as the priest slowly raises the Host,

we see Him, hanging cruelly on the cross,

crowned with crooked thorns,

and crushed under the weight

of our sins, and the multitudinous sins

of everyone, everywhere,

in all of human history.

A Glorious Mystery

However, we ultimately experience

Divine Mercy in the dark night:

as we very humbly kneel

and wait at the communion rail,

the good God comes to us! --

we taste the glory of Heaven

on earth, and our spirit

resurrects from the grave

of our pride and selfishness,

as we experience divine union

with the Divine Mercy;

after returning to our places,

we offer sincere prayers that

ascend to the highest Heaven

on the wings of happy angels,

and then the Holy Spirit descends

silently into our souls,

freely and generously giving us

His delicious and delightful fruit:

love and joy and peace;

and so, as we are assumed into

the compassionate calm

of God’s holy presence,

we feel the Queen of Love

sweetly smiling upon us all.

CHRISTMAS DAY by Joe Castorino

Christmas Day

Baby Jesus is born,

And through Our Savior

We can be born again daily;

Day by day each of us awakens,

Day by day the evil one tempts us,

Day by day Divine Mercy is victorious,

As we surrender to the God of Mercy,

As we trust the God of Goodness,

As we embrace the God of Love;

Thus, we are born again daily

If we choose life with Him,

So every day can be like

Christmas Day.

THANKSGIVING by Joe Castorino

When we’re thanks-living,

We choose for living,

We choose for giving,

Lovingly for-giving.

Thanksgiving,

What a wonderful

Gift from God,

It seems to me like

An inexhaustible 

Spiritual ocean of the

Dazzling, magnificent

Divine Mercy.

When we’re living,

In thanksgiving to God,

We’re living for giving,

Lovingly for-giving.

PRAYER BEFORE HOLY MASS by Joe Castorino

Inspired by St. Francis de Sales

Dearest Jesus,

I place myself in your holy presence,

And I beseech you to inspire me

By the power of the Holy Spirit,

For the glory of God the Father.

O Lord, I recognize my unworthiness,

And I humbly ask pardon for my sins.

My heart is ready, O God,

My heart is ready --

Jesus, I trust in You!

Vive Jésus!

Amen.

THE MYSTICAL MONASTERY IN THE DESERT by Joe Castorino

Based on a true story, and dedicated to my delightful daughter

The long, arduous journey

  was finally over,

More challenging than going

  from London to Dover;

Clarissa Candela opened

  her deep, dark eyes,

She got out of bed not

  expecting any surprise;

For the last 33 days it’s been

  a time for new prayers,

Almost like climbing a beautiful

  resort’s elegant stairs;

Going upward towards God

  in an imperceptible way,

She didn’t notice any spiritual growth

  when she knelt down to pray.

 

As the beacon of dawn

  gradually conquered the night,

The sinful, fearful darkness

  was very quickly put to flight;

The angels unfurled the banner

  of God’s light across the sky,

As on the freeway Clarissa

  calmly drove in the desert so dry;

Her pilgrimage was to the beauteous

  chapel of Our Lady of Solitude,

And since she could see the cupola,

  her arrival was a certitude;

With holy sunbeams striking a

  stained glass window from afar,

The chapel looked like a lighthouse

  reflecting Bethlehem’s star.

 

Clarissa got out of her car, and a

  sweet smile danced across her lips,

Her long, dark hair through the comforting

  breeze ever so gently whips;

Looking at the chapel, she saw arches

  and columns in a style European,

And the dappled desert stone, rustically

  elegant, also made it look Galilean;

The cupola, topped with a simple cross,

  was Our Lady’s jeweled crown,

And the t-shaped tau on the gable

  declared good St. Francis’ renown;

Clarissa looked up, twirled around,

  and saw an immense sky so blue,

She had never seen such beauty clothed

  in such peace, ‘tis so very true.

 

Then she entered the chapel

  experiencing a spiritual thirst,

Truly there were not many people

  at mass on this January First;

Their few voices were humbly and

  quietly raised almost inaudibly aloft,

And the Franciscan priest said mass

  in a voice that was very, very soft;

The devout Poor Clare nuns were

  all engaged in the deepest prayer,

And, honestly, the mass was so silent

  that it was exceedingly rare;

When Clarissa’s 33 days of prayers

  of consecration were finally done,

Might she be in danger of ending

  as uneventfully as she had begun?

 

But St. Louis de Montfort’s

  Consecration to Jesus through Mary,

Was recommended by her wise old

  Irish pastor Monsignor O’Clary;

He had preached quite a fine homily

  about this special devotion,

Saying, “It can really change your life,

  if you have the notion”;

But now let me share with you

  one rather noteworthy fact,

St. Louis’ closing prayer is

  really a form of holy contract;

She knelt before Our Lord’s

  beautiful crucifix near the altar,

And she dearly hoped that her

  heart would not ever falter.

 

Midway through this closing prayer,

  Clarissa’s heart was passionately,

Preciously pierced by the sweet sword

  of the Spirit; her soul, suddenly

Brimming with God’s majestic mercy,

  soared in a spiraling celestial

Crescendo of God’s love for her;

  fearing that her heart, like a fiery

Supernova, might explode with emotion,

  she silently slipped out

And sat quietly, alone, on the sofa

  located in the pilgrims' parlor;

Here she serenely surrendered all

  to the Spirit, like a noble

Knight of Christ, Through Our Lady,

  The Queen of All Hearts.

 

Then like a giddy geyser she gushed

  torrents of light-hearted laughter

And happy, heavenly tears; this golden

  cascade of pure love poured

Over her soul like a warm, wonderful

  waterfall of holy honey; deep down

Inside, the Spirit was strumming on

  the harmonic harp of her heart, and

She was deliciously, delightfully deluged

  by this overwhelming ocean of God’s love for her.

 

Afterwards, Clarissa softly strolled

  back into the chapel to finish her

Closing prayer; approaching the altar,

  with awe, she beheld the crucifix

Where Christ the Courageous heroically

  hangs; from the back of the church

She felt his love as a light, blissful,

  balmy breeze; but as she

Drew closer to that crucifix, she felt

  His love magnificently magnified as it

Ignited into an intense, surging storm

  of explosive, electric joy;

Kneeling before that same crucifix,

  as a bold, brave warrior, she battled

Through her emotions until

   word by word, slowly,

Meaningfully, she finished

   her prayer of consecration.

 

Every year for the rest of her life

  this holy devotion she would pray,

She would always return to Our Lady

  of Solitude on the very same day;

Just as Our Lady had very few truly

  remarkable days in her saintly life,

Clarissa had few days in which intense

  joy pierced her soul like a knife;

Although she never again experienced

  a cascading heavenly waterfall,

Every so often a raindrop of pure,

  holy love her heart would enthrall;

In the twinkling of an eye the sword

  of the Spirit would pierce her soul,

As if to remind her that perfect love

  in Heaven must always be her goal.

THE JOURNEY FROM PATIENCE TO DIVINE MERCY by Joe Castorino

I have a tendency to

overreact to things,

to immediately assume

the worst, out of fear;

but Our Lady is teaching me

that I need to be patient --

since patience, as St. Augustine said,

is the companion of wisdom,

and so, when an accident happens,

I take fear, and I promptly surrender it

to Our Lady, so that she can place

it at the foot of the cross,

until with a calmer mind

I can bring it before the King

in my private audience with Him,

and allow Him to guide me;

in the meantime,

I am resolved to

have the divine sense of humor,

knowing in my heart

that the Divine Mercy

will never let me down:

patience leads to good humor,

and good humor leads to

divine mercy in the dark night.

FIRST HOLY COMMUNION by Joe Castorino

May 1968

It was a memorable day for me,

The greatest of my young life;

I still remember the class photo,

Me and another boy were the only

Ones dressed in suits of white,

And I loved wearing white

For the first time in my life.

Then inside the old church,

I recall wondering to myself

What Jesus would taste like;

When the time came to go forward,

I stood in line, and when my turn came,

I kneeled at the communion rail,

Waiting for the good God to come.

There He was, my Lord and my God,

And He was dressed in white too;

I meekly opened my small mouth

To welcome the King of Kings,

And then Baby Jesus was gently

Placed by the Mystical Rose

On the manger of my tongue.